No special meaning here, at a certain point of my life I felt like I was getting what I wanted.

With that feeling in mind, sometimes we let our egos get the best of us and decide that we'll always be able to do what we want without regards to others.

When riding a high like this, we continue to keep pushing for more. This line expresses my desire to continue to reach for more despite what I have.

Despite still feeling like I'm getting what I wanted, doubts start to settle, questioning if this is what I really want to be.

I start to spiral and think about how my life could've gone different in so many different ways...

...and I start to question how anyone actually gets through all this.

When in actuality, we are our biggest critics and need to take what we think of ourselves with a grain of salt.

I start to doubt if anyone else could actually help me with what I feel like I'm going through.

I start to doubt my own doubt- honestly getting annoyed LMAO

hence this line telling me to STFU!!!!!!

Nowadays, AI and shit like that can do so much for us- but I hate the idea of taking the 'human' out of our creative endeavors. Yet, AI slop and auto-generated shorts make it big and it frustrates me.

The title of the album repeats in rounds, solidifying the theme of 'self-doubt' within the album.