Stagestruck

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I know I'm stuck. Maybe I don't give a fuck

It don't matter who you are. I just want you near, not far

I know, good luck. Maybe I'm just stagestruck

It don't matter who you are. I just want you here, not far


All these people wanna know me try'na get close just to make it in my family

All these fake people try'na come to my party I know life's bigga than driving in an Audi

And I'm not that cool. People wanna use me for my big ass pool

When it comes to love, it's push not pull. Swear I thought I was above, but I'm minuscule, ay

And I'm not that gay, that's the happy word, not the Y.M.C.A.

Thresh in my back usin' up his flay, pullin' out my soul, I'm not able to play

But, I got no game. Sitting at the top yet I feel no fame.

People watch me, chilling in the backseat. Telling me what to do, what to eat, when to sleep, ay


I know I'm stuck. Maybe I don't give a fuck

It don't matter who you are. I just want you near, not far

I know, good luck. Maybe just I'm just stagestruck

It don't matter who you are. I just want you here, not far


And I miss my mom. Would you proud that I'm using a bong

Fought to top, yet I cannot stop, hit a bop, ease drop, make a shortstop hop. Oh

Table top, hip hop. Try'na make it big in pop, maintain mountaintop

Don't swap your heart for a window shop backdrop. Build a workshop, start your own damn sharecrop


Up on a rooftop, feel no dewdrops. Runnin' a bookshop, with no Aesop

Four way street, with invisible stop signs. Cars on fleek, no metropolis skylines

Makin' it front page, got no headlines. Can't see myself on TV cable lines

I'm a math teacher but I can't read cosines. I'm a damn doctor but I can't read lifelines


I know I'm stuck. Maybe I don't give a fuck

It don't matter who you are. I just want you near, not far

I know, good luck. Maybe just I'm just stagestruck

It don't matter who you are. I just want you here, not far


I know I'm stuck. I'm working on fixing that

Please don't go away. I just need another day

Working on my attitude, I know that I can be rude

Please don't ever leave me to my pessimistic solitude


I know, good luck. It's thanks to you I give a fuck

It really matters who you are. Deep inside down in my heart

I know you're here. I have been feeling so far

And deep down inside my own heart, I'm starting to embrace the stars


I know I'm stuck. Maybe I do give a fuck.

It may matter who you are. Now I have you near, not far.

I know, good luck. Maybe just I'm just stagestruck.

It may matter who you are. Now I have you here, not far.


I finally know who I am.