Xanny

Thinkin' to myself it's not too uncanny

These thoughts on my bookshelf they're not too unhappy

I'm doin' just fine, doin' okay

I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny

I never believed in my own medication

The doctors they gave me when I was their patients

I'm doin' just fine, doin' okay

I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny

Anxiety builds up inside of my mind

And when I keep thinkin' it don't feel like mine

I'm doin just fine, doin' okay

I don't need a xanny, I don't need a xanny

Telling my wall that I'm doin' just fine

Maybe it's real. Sorry I lied

I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny

I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny. I-

Please leave me be. Don't tell me who I am. I'm fine

I don't need help binging through hell. I swear that I'm fine

Thinkin' to myself, it's not too uncanny

I'm thinkin' in circles. That's probably uncanny

I think I'm just fine, I think I'm okay

I don't need a xanny, I don't need a xanny

I cry in a bathroom in public. That's fine

I said that it doesn't happen all the time

I think I'm just fine. I think I'm okay

I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny

I'm hoping one day that I'm straight in my mind

So I can live for the ones who have died

I think I need help. I think I'm not fine

I don't want a xanny. I don't want a xanny

But if I stand out, if I speak my mind

They look at me different. They give me no time

I guess I need help. I guess I'm not fine

I don't want a xanny. I don't want a xanny

Please leave me be. Don't tell me who I am. I'm fine

I don't need help binging through hell. I swear that I'm fine

La, la, la, la, la, la, la lala lala

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la lala lala

Please don't leave me be. I can't find me

I'm far from fine. Don't want to die. I need my life