Trying To Feel Alive

Porter Robinson

Well, do you feel better now?

I thought I'd run until the sky came out

And with the sunlight on my face

Something changed


And just trying to feel alive

You climbed a mountain, are you satisfied?

As you stand at the top

You already wanna do this

One more time


Maybe it's a gift that I couldn't recognize

Maybe I don't really need to feel satisfied

Maybe it's a gift that I spend all this time

Just trying to feel alive

Maybe I don't really wanna be satisfied

Maybe it's a gift that I couldn't recognize

Maybe this all, maybe this was all


And then somebody somewhere finds

The warmth of summer in the songs you write

Maybe it's a gift that I couldn't recognize

Trying to feel alive